I have never been racist.
I never think of playing for South Africa. It's the furthest thing from my mind.
I am who I am, in terms of shooting from the hip occasionally.
The hardest thing is that you can't trust people now. You just can't.
It's the weight of expectation that's the hardest to deal with, really, from my point of view.
During my time as England captain I have always been both helpful and direct in my communications with the ECB.