It doesn't really matter how you feel about your character; it just matters what you do with it.

No wonder I’d never had any friends. I was shockingly bad at it.

You ask for such simple things, I can't deny you.

For you, someone kind of quiet and mysterious-" "I'm not mysterious," I interrupted. "You are a little. And sometimes people don't know whether to interpret silence as confidence or fear. They're looking at you like you're a bug so maybe you'll feel like you are one.

Heal my heart and make it clean, open up my eyes to the things unseen, show me how to love like you have loved me.

It is fine to be upset, but that won't get you anywhere. You gotta think about what you can learn from this. So far, looks like all you've learned is how to beat up on something that can't beat you back.

Leave it to you to find beauty in something others would say ruins a day.