When I marry my name will not change.
These were the moments when I was disappointed and frustrated, when I got so low because it seemed all my hard work had been wasted. But the moments passed, and the motivation to go back to rehab was there again.
You can wake me up now - these last four weeks in America have been incredible.
Physically, I feel extremely well, perhaps fitter than ever.
Well, there's no monkey on my back.
People get so stressed and nervous and mad.