When you're the spokeswoman for a weight-loss program, everything is witnessed. I weigh in once a week with a witness. I have to sign an affidavit saying I cannot have any surgeries.

I binge when I'm happy. When everything is going really well, every day is like I'm at a birthday party.

There's a lot more to life than how fat or thin you are.

I love marriage. I failed at marriage, but I'd rather go into anything with gusto and fail than go into it half-assed.

When you're the spokeswoman for a weight-loss program, everything is witnessed. I weigh in once a week with a witness. I have to sign an affidavit saying I cannot have any surgeries.

I have to be below 140 to really look good. I have to work my legs like crazy. Actually, do you want my real goal? My real goal's always too low. I love the way I look at, like, 128.

I have photographs taken of me at the time I was addicted, and thought I looked good. I see them today and realize my eyes were dead.