My gay audience has been with me from the beginning.

You get such a kick and then it's all over. That's good ground for uncertainty and depression. I usually burst into tears.

This is such a special summer holiday for me. I haven't known myself so relaxed in years.

I love to have a bath with beautiful, relaxing music on and have no rush to do anything. It's a wonderful indulgence, and it helps me to calm down and stop my mind running overtime.

I'm not sure that I'll be able to do everything that I did before.

One important thing to know is you're still the same person during it. I'm more eager than ever to do what I did. I want to do everything.

I do quite naughty things now. I do like to be a bit sexy.