When people say 'marriage' to me... It's always a means to an end. Everyone's so in a rush to define the relationship.

Sometimes I get this gut feeling about people - maybe I sense a hidden agenda or that they care for the money more than the message. I wish that I'd listen to that feeling instead of waiting for the truth to rear its ugly head. I'm a smart girl. I'm loyal. But sometimes I'm too loyal. I'm not loyal enough to myself.

I do yoga, I do Bikram and I run, and I eat really healthy.

I love Dolce & Gabbana. I love Versace. I love the crazy, more eccentric stuff.

I can't even drive a car. I don't have a driver's license. I have a rented apartment in New York. That's it. When I travel, I have almost all of my possessions with me. That's how little I own.

I was changing my outfits, my looks, my wig, sometimes several times a day. That's when I know my soul is restless.

And don't worry, if I get thrown in jail in Manila, Beyonce will just bail me out. Sold out night 2 in the Philippines. I love it here!