Dark and lonely. I need somebody to hold me

A lot of what's been written about me is not true: of my family history or my choices or my interests. Actually, I've never read anything written about me that was true. It's been completely crazy.

To be honest like when you work at something for a long time and then coming to a family of people who support what you do hmm... you are very lucky!

Being human is difficult. Some people make it more difficult than others. I was one of those people.

I have a personal ambition to live my life honestly and honor the true love that I've had and also the people I've had around me.

I'm like a child who belongs to nobody.

I feel a strong relationship with God and I feel my ties are with him. That's how I honestly feel.