Nothing I ever wrote had a message. It was just my own personal experience.

I found it hard to make friends in school, because I was a cerebral person.

As soon as the first person wrote about me, the articles became just blatant, all-out lies. I consider it slander. If I cared more, I'd kill them.

Life is a velvet crowbar hitting you over the head, youre bleeding syrup amour, bleeding to death.

When I found somebody who I fell in love with, it made me feel different than I felt the rest of the day. It was electrifying. That's what inspired the 'Off to the Races' melodies. That's one of the times when you're feeling electrified by someone else and they make you happy to be alive.

When things get bad enough, your only resort is to lie in bed and start praying.

It's just a relief, really. I'm scared to die, but I want to die.