That's one of the things that I say to myself as far as a ritual that I have every day: "What can I do today to make it better than it was yesterday?"

I can honestly say that I am happier now than I have ever been. For the first time in my life I feel free.

I married him because he told me it was the only way he could protect me. If we were just manager and client, my family could do whatever they wanted to get me back, but if I was his wife, they couldn't.

I'm an entrepreneur and I love business. That's what I've always done. I went to school for that. My father took me out and said, 'You're gonna be here like everybody else.'

I am pleased to tell you that he is finally getting some rest and is regaining his appetite as well.

Our marriage is strictly in name only. It has never been consummated.

I realize now I didn't really want to die. I just wanted to stop the hurt and pain.