I just have a hard time with small talk. My friend Jocelyn says I'm too quiet, but I'm really not quiet. I just tend to come across that way to new people because I don't like to talk first. What if the other person doesn't want to be bothered?
Lauren BarnholdtSomething passes between us that I'm pretty sure both of us can feel, even though neither one of us says anything. It's not even any kind of attraction, even though I've been feeling that on and off all night. This is something different.We have a secret now. A secret from Ava.
Lauren BarnholdtYou can't bring a duffel bag that says 'I Heart Cheese' on it, that's just offensive.
Lauren BarnholdtI prefer to subscribe to that whole, โeverything happens for a reasonโ theory, mostly because the alternative is too disturbing to think about.
Lauren BarnholdtThe information age is so psychotic - without the cell phone and Internet, I would be drama free right now.
Lauren BarnholdtParents don't get that, though. They don't understand about the fragility of teen friendships. They don't understand how easy it is for things to break apart, how someone you thought would be by your side forever can just disappear, or turn on you, or decide she likes someone more than she likes you. Parents always talk about romantic relationships being so ephemeral and fleeting in high school. What they don't get is that friendships can be the same way.
Lauren Barnholdt