I've always expressed my thoughts in color but we remain blind.

I definitely like clothes as much as the next girl, just not to the extent of people who work in the fashion industry.

But I cheered myself up slightly with the rationalization that all new relationships - even the fictional ones - have obstacles to overcome in the beginning. I would not give up hope on this one. Not yet.

Oh, don't be silly - EVERYONE wants this. Everyone wants to be *us*.

First loves were powerful and private,and they stayed with you for a very long time. A lifetime.(...) There would always be a small,intimate piece of your heart tucked away for the person you loved first.

Mom and Dad were great, but being asked where I was going every time I left the house - or where I'd been every time I returned - got old quickly.

I'm not denying that he's a terrific guy, but I'm not sure he's terrific for me.