I never intended to be a journalist. Frankly, I don't think I ever was a journalist. I backed into it.

I listen to the Beatles all the time - in my car, at the gym. The Beatles are still part of my life. And because of that, John Lennon - in life and in death - remains part of my life.

All of us ambitious young writers hoped to have a cover story in Esquire, of course. The idea was to write the best, most entertaining article that you can.

To write an article about someone and then to have that person murdered is disturbing.

I never intended to be a journalist. Frankly, I don't think I ever was a journalist. I backed into it.

Success and failure. We think of them as opposites, but they're really not. They're companions - the hero and the sidekick.

When it became clear that Lennon was not going to speak with me, it really became a how-I-didn't-get-the-story story. It was a caper.