In one aspect, yes, I believe in ghosts, but we create them. We haunt ourselves.
I smile and play pretend through the Morning Show in the kitchen.
Gym should be illegal. It's humiliating.
To keep up appearances, I stomp my room and slam the door.
It doesn't hurt. Nothing hurts except the small smiles and blushes that flash across the room like tiny sparrows.
I have survived. I am here. Confused, screwed up, but here. So, how can I find my way? Is there a chain saw of the soul, an ax I can take to my memories or fears?