It's funny - more people talk about my 'babe-dom' now than they did before I had a child. Whatever. I guess I'm a role model in hot pants now. That's cool!

Our podium is the music. It's really important that we stay focused, because things become misconstrued in the media.

I keep letting you back in. How can I explain myself? As painful as this thing has been, I just can't be with no one else.

I was unhappy with my life. I had acquired everything I thought I wanted, only to find out, This is it?

I'm trying to be a loving and caring mother, a loving and caring wife-to-be, a loving and caring daughter, a loving and caring friend, a responsible person. And every day is another opportunity for me to be successful at that.

Consequence is no coincidence.

I am just beginning to be more comfortable with my identity.