If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead

I don't do much else but stay in my hotel room.

Whatever dramas are going on in my life, I always find that place inside my head where I see myself as the cleanest, tallest, strongest, wisest person that I can be.

I don't think any drug that can cause brain damage, failing kidneys, hardening arteries, pain, and suffering should be made available.

I guess I can go anywhere I want. If only I knew where to go.

People have a right to ask questions and dig deep when you're hurting people and things around you.

I found out through the Internet that I have AIDS. I learned that I was dead. Where else would I find these things?