It's always weird the thought of taking your clothes off in front of 20 people and then to have it projected in front of many more.
I do what I do; I cant control who thinks what.
I don't think you should feel guilty about pleasure. Defeats the purpose.
I look at someone like Kathryn Bigelow, and I have so much admiration. She's playing in the boy's sandpit, and winning.
Sometimes it's a bizarre, fairly cold, and horrifying thing to be a parent.
Does our culture have a need for violence? I don't know. I guess it's a personal thing.