a kite is a victim you are sure of. you love it because it pulls.
You win a while, and then it’s done - Your little winning streak.
Reality is one of the possibilities I cannot afford to ignore
I'm afraid to live any place but in expectation. I'm no life-risk.
If you're lucky, you can keep the vehicle healthy and responsive over the years. If you're lucky, your own intentions have very little to do with this.
Never make a decision when you need to pee.