Well I am the one who loves changing from nothing to one.
Part of the shabbiness of our culture, if indeed it is shabby, is that it doesn't seem to prepare people. With all the songs about love and all the movies and all the books, there doesn't seem to be any way that we can prepare the human heart for this experience.
I have tried in my way to be free.
I've seen the future and it's murder.
even damnation is poisoned with rainbows.
If you're lucky, you can keep the vehicle healthy and responsive over the years. If you're lucky, your own intentions have very little to do with this.