When you stop thinking about yourself all the time, a certain sense of repose overtakes you.

even damnation is poisoned with rainbows.

And clenching your fist for the ones like us Who are oppressed by the figures of beauty.

It's four in the morning, the end of december I'm writing you now just to see if you're better.

I bargain now. I offer buttons for his love.

We all are motivated by deep impulses and deep appetites to serve, even though we may not be able to locate that which we are hoping to serve. So this is just a part of my nature and I think everybody else's nature to offer oneself at the critical moment when the emergency becomes articulate. It's only then that we can locate that willingness to serve.

[Prozac] didn't seem to have any effect whatsoever on my melancholy, my dark vision, and everything else that I'd taken it for.