Love is the only engine of survival
The big change is the proximity to death.
Everyone has a kind of magical system that they employ in the hopes that this will open up the channels.
First of all nothing will happen and a little later nothing will happen again.
The wars they will be fought again The holy dove be caught again bought and sold and bought again; the dove is never free.
I speak of a clinical depression that is the background of your entire life, a background of anguish and anxiety, a sense that nothing goes well, that pleasure is unavailable and all your strategies collapse.