This is what I asked for, and in this day and age that's what actually goes on. But what hurts me the most is that I work just as hard as any other actress around my age, like Scarlett Johansson, but I just don't get the opportunities that they get because people are so distracted by the mess that I created in my life.

There's a way of dealing with hardships that are healthier than going out. That's what I've learned.

I still need to go through the process of proving myself.

It was the first time I realized that absolute reality could be so much more fun than fantasy.

As sick as it sounds, a reality show might help, actually. At least then people could get the truth.

The way I see it, the longer I live here the less of a choice you will all have not to hire me for plays.

In terms of what people see of me, I have become this girl who just loves to be photographed, doesn't know how to focus, doesn't know how to work on set, just loves the attention, knows how to go out at night, knows how to party.