This is what I asked for, and in this day and age that's what actually goes on. But what hurts me the most is that I work just as hard as any other actress around my age, like Scarlett Johansson, but I just don't get the opportunities that they get because people are so distracted by the mess that I created in my life.

I want to go to Egypt and Japan and open orphanages... a chain of them.

Marriage is a big deal, but who's to say I'm not going to pull a Vegas and get married to see what it's like for a minute?

So many people around me would say they cared for the wrong reasons. A lot of people were pulling from me, taking from me and not giving.

I'm my own person, and people can say whatever they want. I'm still going to be the person that I am.

It's so hard for people to even believe that there was a lesson to be learned at all, because they just think I'm wrong.

I still need to go through the process of proving myself.