I want to win an Oscar. I want to be known for more than, like, going out. For being the 'party girl'. I hate that. I bust my ass when I'm filming and when I have time off, yeah, I like to go out and dance.

So many people around me would say they cared for the wrong reasons. A lot of people were pulling from me, taking from me and not giving.

I want to interact with my fans, and I want to let people know what I'm doing and stuff like that because I'd want to know.

As sick as it sounds, a reality show might help, actually. At least then people could get the truth.

This is what I asked for, and in this day and age that's what actually goes on. But what hurts me the most is that I work just as hard as any other actress around my age, like Scarlett Johansson, but I just don't get the opportunities that they get because people are so distracted by the mess that I created in my life.

If I dated as many people as they said I have, then I would be dead, because it's just not possible.

It's hard in L.A. not to go out, it gets lonely. Being an actress is lonely, and I never want to be alone. I hate sleeping alone.