I feel like the modeling industry is a little bit more accepting of women who make mistakes. They appreciate the idea of icons.

It's funny because being comedic and happy and lighthearted is who I am as a person, so they're easier emotions for me to connect with.

It is clear to me that my life has become completely unmanageable because I am addicted to alcohol and drugs.

I want to act and direct like Jodie Foster. I admire her because she went to college and she is still doing the same thing.

I want to interact with my fans, and I want to let people know what I'm doing and stuff like that because I'd want to know.

This is what I asked for, and in this day and age that's what actually goes on. But what hurts me the most is that I work just as hard as any other actress around my age, like Scarlett Johansson, but I just don't get the opportunities that they get because people are so distracted by the mess that I created in my life.

So many people preach that they love fashion, but really it's what I live for!