As sick as it sounds, a reality show might help, actually. At least then people could get the truth.

So many people preach that they love fashion, but really it's what I live for!

I'm my own person, and people can say whatever they want. I'm still going to be the person that I am.

I love my red hair. It makes me spunkier.

Marriage is a big deal, but who's to say I'm not going to pull a Vegas and get married to see what it's like for a minute?

In terms of what people see of me, I have become this girl who just loves to be photographed, doesn't know how to focus, doesn't know how to work on set, just loves the attention, knows how to go out at night, knows how to party.

It is clear to me that my life has become completely unmanageable because I am addicted to alcohol and drugs.