I'm also married for the first time, and I have two kids. So there's some kind of good karma right now.
If you're any good at all, you know you can be better.
Confounding people's expectations was a way to maintain integrity.
I also learned to be more confident, to trust my instincts more.
I just find things that work and embellish them.
I lost my power in the world because I did not use it.