When you do a good turn you feel rich, even if you are broke.
I began to see that my problems, seen spiritually, were really my soul's plusses.
At religious instruction classes, I encountered The Pilgrims Progress by John Bunyan, and the sincerity of the traveller in that book was overwhelming.
I recovered my infant Judaism, but in a reformist version.
I still go to a Christian priory for retreats.
For a devotee or lover, the being, worshipped or loved, will always be the only one for her or him.