I was toying with the idea of ambivalence a lot. It's something I work on, not being so invested in outcomes and being more engaged in the process of my life.
LissieYou need to get out of your comfort zone, return to the Midwest, see some family, and, as cheesy as it sounds, work the land - plant some trees, maybe take up watercolor.
LissieI want to push myself to be brave and out of my comfort zone, but I guess I stay in my comfort zone knowing I have my family close by.
LissieThe more you get into conversations with people, you find out they've been brainwashed by the news and they don't actually know any better.
LissieThere was a time in my late teens and early 20s where I was motivated by this wanting to get out, to prove to the world that I had something to offer - that kind of youthful spirit, where maybe I had my eye on fame and fortune. I mellowed out in my late 20s and now that I'm in my early 30s, I'm coming to peace with it.
Lissie