When I got a call from Los Angeles to do the Tonight Show, I considered it more of an inconvenience than an opportunity.

I think that when you're in your twenties you think about your future, when you're in your thirties you're raising kids and you think about their future, but when you get to a time when you are diagnosed with any kind of life altering illness, what did you take away from it? And what I took away from it was how to live in the "now".

When I look back at The Judy Garland Show, I have such mixed feelings. It broke my mother's heart when they canceled it.

Sinatra was just one of Mom's friends.

Even at al my mother's concerts, I had never seen people go crazy the way they did with the Beatles.

To me, being grown-up meant smoking cigarettes, drinking cocktails, and dressing up in high heels and glamourous outfits.

I understand wanting to do your craft. I understand wanting to have a passion for your art and for your ability to be an actor, to be a singer, to be a dancer - that I understand. Wanting to be famous - I don't get that. But that's where we're living right now.