When he beat my mother it made me so mad.

But it's not only: What are you going to do about touring, it's: What are you going to do with your life? Is there a point to what we do? I think there is. Making music, creating beautiful things. We have to be in love with the good and the beautiful. If we are not, then you're in a nihilistic state.

How could you even dream or think something of someone who is as uncommercial as I am?

I've made love to my mother, killed my father, and my brother. What am I to do?

I have no control over the audience. I have no idea what they think. My heart's pure. I can't do anything. I really can't do anything. I don't know what goes on in the crowd.

Well all tai chi has the martial aspect to it, a lot of people don't know, a lot of the teachers won't show it, or they do show it but you don't really learn it, what the application is.

Jealousy endlessly eats through my mind, and jealously endlessly makes me be unkind.