What was difficult was the travel, which, on arrival, is forgotten.
From the beginning of time, in childhood, I thought that pain meant I was not loved. It meant I loved.
I had nothing and I was still changed. Like a costume, my numbness was taken away. Then hunger was added.
At the end of my suffering/there was a door.
The love of form is a love of endings.
Balm of the summer night, balm of the ordinary, imperial joy and sorrow of human existence, the dreamed as well as the lived— what could be dearer than this, given the closeness of death?