I didnโt want the person standing there, beside the bed, to have the same face Iโd found so attractive at the airport. But you were there all right: the blue eyes, blondish hair, and tiny scar. Only you didnโt look beautiful this time. Just evil.
Lucy ChristopherIt didn't make me glow. I felt more like I was fading away, like the world had forgotten me.
Lucy ChristopherI craved your warmth. I hugged myself, rubbing my fingers up and down. I guess people are like insects sometimes, drawn to heat, A kind of infra-red longing.
Lucy ChristopherI thought you wanted to catch a camel," you tried again. "No." "I want to." "Well, you go then." You laughed. "I want your beautiful face where I can see it
Lucy ChristopherYour beautiful mouth was moving like a caterpillar. I reached out and tried to catch it.
Lucy ChristopherThen your fingers moved down to my chin. You pushed it up with your thumb to look at me, almost like you were studying me in the artificial lights above my head. And, I mean, you really looked at me โฆ with eyes like two stars. [...] And I had wings fluttering away inside me all right. Big fat moth wings. You trapped me easily, drew me toward you like I was already in the net.
Lucy Christopher