My advice to all new writers - male or female - it isn't easy, but forge ahead and be true to your originality.
Music is my natural language. I have always had a form of dyslexia. I never studied music formally, so emotions come directly from the source into song mode. As a composer, it may be fortuitous. What I feel is what you get.
Art and love survive war, revolution and death. Things continue. What we put into the earth while we are alive continues beyond us.