I became fascinated with the concept of speak no, see no, hear no evil. And - and the actual depiction of three wise monkeys. And I began collecting it over the years. And I kind of figured that I might be the - the fourth monkey, the feel no evil monkey.

There are hundreds of thousands of kids walking around with a sleeping monster inside them.

By the time I turned 18, I moved into a little chalet of my own and felt very grown-up.

If I stay in action, I won't live in fear.

The weight is off my shoulders. I don't live in the past anymore. I look forward, instead of back.

I've always turned my anger inwards towards self-destruction.

My mother went to a school called 'The Club of the Three Wise Monkeys'. And my grandmother, my father's mother, had a gold charm for her made with the speak no, see no, hear no evil monkeys. And I was fascinated by that charm. I'd sit in my mother's lap and play with it all the time.