And I told you before, I'll sell you any of the thoroughbreds.โ โI didn't make any of those thoroughbreds. I didn't make them what they are.โ โYou made all of them what they are.โ I don't look at him. โNone of them made me who I am.
Maggie StiefvaterI wasnโt sure which of us was being more selfishโher, for wanting something that no one could promise, or me, for not promising her something that was too painfully impossible to want.
Maggie StiefvaterThe trees called to me, urging me to abandon what I knew and vanish into the oncoming night. It was a desire that had been tugging me with disconcerting frequency these days.
Maggie StiefvaterI just looked at her, feeling utterly empty. I didn't know what I was supposed to say to her. My life is in that bed. Please let me stay.
Maggie StiefvaterBlue tried not to look at Gansey's boat shoes; she felt better about him as a person if she pretended he wasn't wearing them.
Maggie Stiefvater[I]t just makes me tired even thinking about it. It reminds me of that feeling I had before I left. Like my lungs were made of lead. Like I can't even think about starting to care about anything. Like I either wish that they were all dead, or I was, because I can't stand the pull of all that history between us. That's before I even pick up the phone. I'm so tired I never want to wake up again. But I've figured out now that it was never them that made me feel that way. It was just me, all along.
Maggie Stiefvater