It was as if I had thought all along I was a complete picture and he had revealed I was a puzzle and had taken me apart and put me back together again.
Iām not looking for self-control.
I looked good when I sang the end.
He was a patient with a diagnosis that he couldn't understand.
Now I am the unknown, the unknowable.
I had risked everything, and I had nothing to show for it but my open hand, lying empty and palm up toward the ceiling.