Everything mattered and nothing did, and I was tired of trying to find out how both of those things were true. I was an itch that I'd scratched so hard I was bleeding. I had set out to do the impossible, whatever the impossible might be, only to find out that it was living with myself. Suicide became an expiration date, the day after which I no longer had to try.
Maggie Stiefvaterif you were really busy, you could almost forget about it, but when you stopped moving, it was murder
Maggie StiefvaterDid no one tell him that pain lives in this sand, dug in and watered with our blood?
Maggie Stiefvater