That's the thing about fear. Death will kill you once, but fear kills you over and over and over, if you let it.

To be a winner of that, and to fall in the long line of traditional great backs at USC, to have your name in perpetuity, the fact that your parents are like icons... that's the greatest thing.

You know, I think when I reflect on it, I think there's certainly a sense of history. When you have ambitions to play this game, you want to be one of the best ever, and you want to play so well and be so effective that you want people to remember your name 100 years from now.

Even as voters, we try to keep up with the guys as much as possible, mainly through television or ESPN.

It actually took me a year to learn how to play running back - to understand what they were doing defensively and then what our guys were doing every single play.

I just felt like reflecting on my junior year, when I didn't know what I was doing, I left a lot of stuff out there. Actually, I gained close to 700 yards more and I took myself out of a lot of games.

It's always hard - if you're not the best player on your team, how can you be the best player in college?