External things are not the problem. It's your assessment of them. Which you can erase right now.

Keep yourself simple, good, pure, serious, and unassuming; the friend of justice and godliness; kindly, affectionate, and resolute in your devotion to duty.

Purge your mind of all aimless and idle thoughts, especially those that pry into the affairs of others or wish them ill.

Enter others' minds and let them enter yours.

The lot assigned to every man is suited to him, and suits him to itself.

Am I doing anything? I do it with reference to the good of mankind. Does anything happen to me? I receive it and refer it to the gods, and the source of all things, from which all that happens is derived.

Look deeply. Don't miss the inherent quality and value of everything.