It's your life and we're all going to be gone one day so just be proud of yourself.
If you want to go somewhere, you have to put your family first.
I was always fascinated with animals and I wanted to go to the zoo all the time. When I got older and I realized the animals bite, and when they do, most of the time you don't survive it kind of crushed my dream and now I just want to WATCH Discovery Channel.
Be happy and be satisfied. Find fulfillment in everything you do.
Whatever goal you set for yourself, conquer it.