If a god showed up every time you put a quarter in the prayer slot it wouldn't be God, it would be a puppet that you could control by doing that...that would make the deity subservient to you. So it wouldn't be a deity would it?

So much better to travel than to arrive.

I want, I don’t want. How can one live with such a heart?

A non-event ... is better to write about than an event, because with a non-event you can make up the meaning yourself, it means whatever you say it means.

We have been shark to one another, but also lifeboat.

What am I living for and what am I dying for are the same question.

Messy love is better than none, I guess. I am no authority on sane living.