No other human being, no woman, no poem or music, book or painting can replace alcohol in its power to give man the illusion of real creation.

In heterosexual love there's no solution. Man and woman are irreconcilable, and it's the doomed attempt to do the impossible, repeated in each new affair, that lends heterosexual love its grandeur.

A woman's work, from the time she gets up to the time she goes to bed, is as hard as a day at war, worse than a man's working day. ... To men, women's work was like the rain-bringing clouds, or the rain itself. The task involved was carried out every day as regularly as sleep. So men were happy - men in the Middle Ages, men at the time of the Revolution, and men in 1986: everything in the garden was lovely.

Drinking isn't necessarily the same as wanting to die. But you can't drink without thinking you're killing yourself.

Banality is sometimes striking.

Their voices reach out into the empty yard, plunge deep into the hills, go right through the heart.

I'm still there, watching those possessed children, as far away from the mystery now as I was then. I've never written, though I thought I wrote, never loved, though I thought I loved, never done anything but wait outside the closed door.