I think drugs were used by me as a way of suppressing my natural spirit.
Never apologize, never explain - didn't we always say that? Well, I haven't and I don't.
I am not frightened of much, but I wouldn't like to get ill.
I do sometimes think I could have done without the drugs actually; that was a waste of time, and a huge risk. But then again, there's nothing I can change, so in a way regret is pointless.
I never trusted anybody at all. I don't know why it was so hard, I just didn't.
My story is really an affirmation of my strength and my luck. To live with a great artist like Ted Hughes or Mick Jagger is a very, very destructive role for a woman trying to be herself. In fact, it can't be done.