I never like photos of myself in the beginning. I live with them for three months, put them in a drawer, take them out and look again. I hate the way I look, but of course it's really not that bad.

I don't see decadence really as what you do, because I don't do much at all that is decadent in my life. But I still am decadent. It's a state of mind, I think.

I never trusted anybody at all. I don't know why it was so hard, I just didn't.

Sometimes you just have to get a shock to grow up and wake up, and I've had lots of shocks because it's as though I don't learn the lessons, so something new comes and hits me.

It has been an extraordinary experience and, in many ways, extremely positive.

I've done everything I want to do and gone everywhere I want to go.

I never saw myself as beautiful. I can look back and see it now, but then? Never.