I have something that makes me happy on some level and this is a good way for me to deal with the torment of that teenage life gave me

I am the ism, my hate's a prism.

I don't try to be bad as much as I just am by nature.

To admit you want to have a comeback means you have to admit you weren't what you were supposed to be. You dropped below your own standard.

I don't like fun, it upsets me.

What nearly everybody in my life had misunderstood about Satanism was that it is not about ritual sacrifices, digging up graves and worshipping the devil. The devil doesn't exist. Satanism is about worshipping yourself, because you are responsible for your own good and evil.

My father had a very violent temper, and he was never home. So I was kind of a mama's boy.