When you want to die, you at least have a goal. You're aiming for something. It's not a good goal, but at least you want something. And you've got anger and fear, but at least you're feeling something.

Watching movies is my one distraction.

If you lose who you are, what do you have?

Is adult entertainment killing our children? or is killing our children entertaining our adults?

People drink to numb the pain and suffering. I think it's the pain and suffering that drive you to become an artist. The art itself should be the pain, sort of exorcising every demon and making you feel like you're a person that matters.

My pain's not ashamed to repeat itself

Anyone I may have used should feel happy that they even had a use. It's better than being useless.