When you want to die, you at least have a goal. You're aiming for something. It's not a good goal, but at least you want something. And you've got anger and fear, but at least you're feeling something.

People love to judge, as long as they have somebody else to judge they don't give in and answer with hate would drag me down, it would simply put me into the same position they are, I don't believe that their position is an enviable one!

Are people raised to be villains or vilified like I have become?

I am the ism, my hate's a prism.

I get shocked by people smoking cigarettes sometimes. i get shocked by watching talk shows. people's moralities are so far below what i would consider standard.

Living in Hollywood, it's easy to have someone flatter you. That doesn't help me.

Society has traditionally always tried to find scapegoats, well here I am.