If we could have somehow stayed away from the public and the press, it might have been different, but every private issue seemed to be played out on the front page.

I was homecoming queen. I was star of my basketball team.

I have a little baby. She knows who I am. My friends know. My family knows.

I went to work. That was a turning point. When you have to do eight shows a week and your name is on the marquee, no matter what is going on at home or what's on the cover of the newspapers, you've got to do your job.

The problem with losing your anonymity is that you can never go back.

I think what he loved about me the most was that I wasn't part of that world. But once we were together publicly, he wanted to change me into that social animal.

What was a really private and nice relationship was judged and made to be something ugly.