I don't think he cheated on me. During the marriage, I think he was there.

Every story was being made up. My true friends weren't the ones speaking. It was people who never knew me, making up stories. Even my local paper put a $1,000 bounty out for information about my whereabouts.

My personal life was fair game. And that's what hurt me.

The problem with losing your anonymity is that you can never go back.

I went to work. That was a turning point. When you have to do eight shows a week and your name is on the marquee, no matter what is going on at home or what's on the cover of the newspapers, you've got to do your job.

If we could have somehow stayed away from the public and the press, it might have been different, but every private issue seemed to be played out on the front page.

When that man wants something, he'll stop at nothing to get it. And I also believed in the good of him.