You simply cannot blame anyone or anything for causing you to be, think or respond in a certain way.
Not believing in something doesn't make it not exist.
You must learn to love, respect and believe in yourself. To accomplish this, begin by restructuring your current self-programming.
Either make your money work for you or you will always have to work for your money.
To yourself you are what you think. To the outside world, you are what you do.
Either create your own journey or you'll become a part of someone else's.