You try to figure out things to keep yourself interested. It's very easy to get lulled.
A musical is only as good as its director. The same can also be said for the CIA.
Ill give you an idea of how Jewish Mel Brooks is: Thats a nose job.
I'm totally aware of how lucky I am. I have health, family, children. I do work that gives me total joy and allows me to make a living, and maybe, if I'm lucky enough, I'll feel I've fulfilled a little bit of service to society because I brought other people some laughter.
Being the youngest of five, you're adored, you're fueled with confidence.
If you have wonderful moments, don't second-guess them, just enjoy them.