There are a lot of memories we imagine. We play them over and over in our minds, trying to orchestrate our movements and words to perfection. Or maybe it's just that I've lived inside of my head more than any other person in the history of the world. Maybe none of us can really predict how we will act at any give moment. Maybe we're all at the mercy of circumstance in spite of our well-laid plans.

Pieces. A bit for someone here. A bit there. And sometimes they don't add up to anything whole. But you are so busy dancing. Delivering. You don't have time to notice. Or are afraid to notice. And then one day you have to look. And it's true. All of your pieces fill up other people's holes. But they don't fill your own.

Where we are going, I don't know. It doesn't seem to be the place that is important but the steps in between.

There are many words and definitions I have never lost. But some I am only just beginning to truly understand.

I think that maybe forgiveness is like change - it comes in small steps. (256)

When you are perfect, is there anywhere else to go?

Words have longer lives than people.